So a fresh begining

I said a while back that i was going to delete my blog and after the drama from last night i thought now was a good time. So to all parties involved im sorry about last night. It's just been a weird few weeks. I'm alone at home, and i have to think about how im such a failure all the time. I just wish someone could understand, u can say that u do but i know u dont. I really want my mind to be clear. I think i just need someone to talk to, a real friend who won't judge me? So this weekend #2 u need to clear your bloody schedule I DONT CARE THAT U HAVE TO STUDY BMS.. ok yeah i do care lol. Well this is a new beginning so lets see where this one goes..

When I was young I knew everything
And she a punk who rarely ever took advice
Now I'm gilt stricken,
Sobbing with my head on the floor
Stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice
I can't be held responsible
Cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannont believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

My best friend took a week's
Vacation to forget her
His girl took a weeks's worth of
Valium and slept
Now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his
Head on the floor
Thinks about her now and how he never really
Wept he says

We've tried to wash our hands of all this
We never talk of our lacking relationships
And how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our
Heads on the floor
We fell through the ice when we tried not to
Slip, we'd say